My Stuborn: English translation

Because of Win's answer, just one sentence kept him awake for two days. He sighed for the hundredth time with the story that Win had answered before. He got up and twisted lazily. The repeated marks have faded significantly, which is considered a positive development. Today is a day off, so you don't have to attend an internship. Juwin got up and packed up his room to find something to relieve distractions. In his head, he kept shouting that he was crazy because of what Win said, giving me goosebumps and shaking his head to chase away the idea that he liked P'Sorn. Who would like to play a prank on a prankster and annoying person like you? You're a person who has no way to feel that way. The good feelings he has about not liking the other side are clear. He believes he thinks this way.

 

The ringing sounded as Juwin walked out of the bathroom after arranging the room. After taking a shower, I picked up the phone and saw that my sister was calling, so I answered it promptly.

 

[What are you doing? You disappeared for a week, didn't call, didn't update the news at all. Intern with Thai. How are you?]

 

"It's fun. He gave me a lot of work."

 

[Well, don't do anything to him. When will you go home? Dad complains.]

 

"Hmm.. I think today. I'm going to sleep for a night, and I'll come back tomorrow." 

[It's good. I've been feeling under the weather lately. I wonder if I'm missing my son, so I eat. I can't sleep.]

 

"So tell my Dad that I'm going back today. Let me take you to the restaurant at the sergeant's house. I want to eat Grilled fish," Juwin thought for a while before answering

 

 [Dad, your child, for the sake of eating, so that's all. See you this evening!]

 

"Yes, sir."

 

Poy Sian hung up the phone with her brother. The girl's face was smiling a little as she was with her bastard brother, who was now going to do an internship in the city. As for her work, it is more than 10 kilometres from her house —neither close nor too far. Driving back and forth comfortably. This evening, Dad will be able to please the puppy as usual. But she has already intended to pay for dinner because she wants her dad to save money.

 

Poi Sian also started selling snacks online. She made 2-3 desserts using recipes her mother had left behind, making it fun to earn money to pay for electricity. She opened for orders on the fan page on the food page's Facebook page. Keep the shop so that others can see until Sinta. She only delivers it within the nearby area. And it will only be offered on Saturdays and Sundays because she only has two days off.

 

The tea shop remains open as usual. It will differ from the seller's health. Because now elderly diseases are creeping in, both diabetes and high blood pressure. However, the good thing is that her father remains obedient to the doctor and the children, so the condition is not as bad.

 

"Dad, Juwin told me that he would come back today. In the evening, I will go for grilled fish." Poi Sian drove a motorcycle to the tea shop and asked the middle-aged man standing there to make hot tea.

 

When Juwin went to the internship, Hia Thai gave him a salary instead of his dad. Raising him, even though he complained in that manner, his face was still smiling. He was proud of how well he raised two children. He was a single father from childhood. At first, after his wife died, he was pretty upset. Everything was all right at that time. Rong had not moved to the city, so he asked his wife to help raise Juwin as a friend of Win. And before he could bring both children to this day, it was challenging to take care of them.

 

A small, ancient tea and coffee shop has become increasingly popular among people who know people, as celebrities like Ama Yi's son-in-law and the owner of the market come to eat there almost every day. Additionally, the tea's sweet taste appeals to people. Make it sell better until he makes a profit. He expanded the delivery shop. Poy Sian graduated with a bachelor's degree. And his daughter applied for the government service at the Land Department. As for Juwin, he didn't go out of his way. Probably because he chose to make friends like Win, he was not rebellious, as young children often are. And this is all his pride in this life.

 

Cut back to the person who said he would go home today. Now he is lying down to watch a movie on Netflix, finishing the first episode before getting ready to go home. At home, I already have a change of clothes, so I don't need to carry a bag—just one popular Kadok bag.

 

"What's up, Chae Win?" Juwin answered the phone after his mobile phone had been ringing for several seconds. In his mouth, he chewed a chewy paprika candy. The gesture was relaxed, as if in the past there had been nothing to think about so much that he couldn't sleep.

 

[Juwin, you told me what happened the other day. You ask a strange question, and it's quiet and gone.]

 

"I'm going home." Juwin didn't answer the question but said something else. The corner of his mouth raised with the loud voice of his best friend, who expressed dissatisfaction as soon as he couldn't make a choice. As for the matter where he had a problem, it was expected that Hia Thai would not have told anyone. Because otherwise, Win would have come to him since the day.

 

[You! Tell me to come, or let me break into your room. I can get you. I'll get the car keys.]

 

"It's good to go and sleep at my house together. I'll be back tomorrow evening.

 

Let Dad raise the fish to burn the shop at the sergeant's house. Are you interested?" 

 

[I care! The shop's dipping sauce is excellent. I haven't showered yet, so wait for me first. I'll pick you up. I'm done.]

 

Win immediately hung up.

 

Juwin continued to watch the movie, waiting for Win. In less than two hours, the party arrived. Of course, before entering the dormitory, Juwin called to tell Win to buy food. However, the other party said to go out and find something to eat immediately. Juwin turned off the room's air conditioner, so he went downstairs. 

 

Today, the car Win was driving was not a familiar private car, but rather Hia Thai's car. But when the driver's-side window went down, I saw Win sitting with Hia Thai. Juwin raised his hand to pay respect to his beloved brother with a big smile. But when he opened the door, he found a shocking thing: the person sitting with him was the one he was least ready to meet... Brother Sorn

 

I'm about to leave the house. Hia Sorn came to see Hia Thai when Hia Thai said he would go home with you, so I'll go with you. I'm going to stop by to pay respect to my grandmother for a while," Win said in a cheerful voice. What's Wrong with Juwin, whose face is more squirmed than anything else? As for the Arrow, he just glanced at it a little. Previously, he only paid respect to Juwin for a split second and turned away. It was as if he hadn't gone out to eat together the night before.

 

"Hey, I want to eat iced tea. My body really wants iced tea from Go Nueng shop." Thai looked through the rearview mirror to make eye contact with Juwin, smiling sweetly. The young boy smiled back because of the iced tea. His father's shop is really delicious.

 

"What about Champ?" Juwin asked about another beloved brother.

 

"Champ went to the office."

 

"So you didn't go to the office?"

 

Today is Hia and Sorn's holiday. I'll go tomorrow." The exclusive conversation between the two people. There is not even the name of the Arrow.

 

The sentence seems deliberately vague about the distance between the seats in the car, even though they were sitting on opposite sides, but Juwin moved almost to the door. Because of Win's words, he wanted to distance himself from the other party more. Of course, it all fell into the eyes of the Arrow. Even though the young man was suspicious of the man's naughty attitude, he didn't exhibit any clear behaviour.

 

"Don't forget to stop by for food first. Juwin hasn't eaten yet, he'll bend over," Win said again. But this time, there was a laugh in Arrow's throat. Juwin even turned to look, but the other party made a silent face.

 

Because Sorn thought of Juwin's face when 'Beng' came out, he laughed. But when he saw the person who was alluded to by Win, he turned to look at him, so he turned his head away because he didn't want the need to erupt now. Who used it to apply lip oil and coat his pink lips? I don't know where it looks like a kiss.

 

"The chicken rice restaurant is on the way back. I haven't eaten for a long time." Hiathai commented as usual. Of course, Sorn still sat quietly as a pestle as before.

 

Finally, when I arrived at the chicken rice restaurant, the four people got out of the car and immediately walked in to reserve a seat. Juwin sat down next to the Arrow because it was a round table, and there was not much room to choose from. This shop is a famous restaurant in this neighbourhood. Chairs and tables are limited because all other tables have already been booked. Plus, now it's noon, there is only one empty table, which is considered a merit.

 

"Hey, eat like me. Take the chicken rice, but don't use the machine to divide it into two plates; add water. Two glasses of chrysanthemums, what do you want?"

 

Now, Juwin's meditation doesn't focus on the restaurant's menu at all. Because he feels that the distance between him and Sorn is getting closer and closer. From the beginning, they sat far apart; now their legs have collided. Plus, P'Sorn still sits and shakes his legs as if it's a habit.

 

"Juwin! What do you want to order quickly?"

 

"Huh! Oh... Take chicken rice, no skin, no internals, and a glass of water."

 

"Take two, rice too," Sorn continued immediately when Juwin finished ordering.

 

"I'm going to smoke a cigarette for a moment. Do you want it, Thai?" Sorn asked while standing up. Thai nodded and followed his friend to the front of the store, where they found a designated smoking area. Usually, Thai rarely smokes. Once in a while, Sorn told himself that the maximum should not exceed three cigarettes a day. Win looked behind the two of them before turning back to Juwin.

 

"What did you and Hia Sorn fight about? Why don't you talk to Hia?"

"I don't know what to talk about. We're not close."

 

"You go to work at the same place, and Hia Sorn also teaches you the job. You still say you're not close anymore? I believe it. You won't like him that much." Because Win remembers that his friend doesn't like Hia Sorn very much, and because Hia Sorn once told Ko Nueng that Juwin misbehaved when serving water at the restaurant. Only that, his friend said he didn't like Hia Sorn and stated that he would never want to see this person again.

 

"We're just talking about work," Juwin said to his friend without thinking about looking up from the phone screen so that the other party can't catch suspicious activity.

 

"So what's the matter, you asked me? I'm serious. Do you have something to hide from me, Juwin?" This time, Win asked in a tense voice, staring at his best friend. Previously, he was busy with the internship, so he didn't talk much. But when I met him, I asked a little bit. Juwin looked up a little before bowing his head to avoid and answered smoothly.

 

"Just watching the series and wondering, you can overthink."

 

"Overthinking. Who do you think you're shaking with? In the past, you have had a boyfriend or someone you're dating, I know. If you have it this time, I'm not sure. This feels strange." Win replied before sucking his own chrysanthemum juice and asked to go to the bathroom after receiving a comfortable answer. Thai and Sorn came back to the table just when they knew that his brother had gone to the bathroom, so he went with him. As for the Arrow, he sat down in the same place while shaking his legs as before until he was annoyed.

 

"Can you stop shaking your legs?" Juwin turned to tell. He smelled a little bit of cigarette from the other person, but still didn't cover up the smell of perfume from him. Sorn didn't answer but still sat. As usual, "Do you know that people who like to sit and shake their legs are very sexy?"

 

"I don't know, but if you want to try it with me, you can know if I'm really having sex." Not only the words that made the cheeks hot, but the eyes and eloquent, handsome face that came close with those grimy eyes, too. Juwin even got bored with his face and pushed the chair to get away.

 

"Why are you sitting and crowding at Win? The shop is cramped, there are a lot of people, and it's still crowded with friends." Sorn pulled the chair closer to him. The face of the naughty boy isn't very pleasing. When I looked closely at the other person's face, I saw that the repeated marks had faded significantly, and I could barely make them out.

 

"Well, you like to sit and shake your legs. I don't like it."

"I forgot, please help me."

 

"Help me?" Sorn didn't answer, but raised the leg attached to him and placed it on his leg. Keep one of his "Hey!!"

 

"Put it over my leg like this so I won't forget to shake my legs," Sorn replied to Juwin. My own legs are still thinking.

 

The shop is really narrow, and there are a lot of people. Moving to the back and bumping into other people who are sitting at the table next to each other. Can't go to sit and crowd Win because the area is like this. But let him sit next to P'Sorn. The leg is shaking; it's not okay. So let's go like this. Because what you're doing is not heavy. No one has seen or even noticed. In addition, the current incident is proof that P's attitude does not shake his heart. It shows that he thinks too much about Win's crazy words.

 

Now, one of the young boy's slender legs is covered with one of the Arrow's legs. The older one pushes a little closer, reducing the distance between them so that Juwin can sit more comfortably. This time, Juwin didn't move away as before. Prachuap was suitable for serving all four plates of rice. In addition, Thai and Win came back from the bathroom, and the four of them went to eat. At the table, it's going on normally, whether it's a smooth conversation.

 

Thai Win and Juwin's, with Sorn adding something when Thai or Win asked, but the Tangpanya brothers didn't know that, under the table, two people's legs were intertwined. Sorn didn't shake the other legs that I said. And Juwin didn't feel frustrated with the intimacy of having to sit together like this. 

 

Thai and Win didn't notice anything wrong, so everything went on as usual until the Arrow finished eating, before his hand was released under the table and placed in front of Juwin's leg. The other hand answered the Champ's message via mobile phone, which asked about the work. Juwin finished eating, but because of the comfortable seating, he forgot to return to that position. Until Thai charged and was about to return, Sorn squeezed that slender thigh once with his hands.

 

"Got a comfortable seat," he whispered to the young boy. The other party sent the hammer back, then stood up and moved quickly, following Thai to the front of the store so he could go home.

 

It took less than 30 minutes to travel. He arrived at the father's tea shop. He opened the door and got out of the car, shouting, drawing the whole shop's attention to him. The four young men raised their hands to pay respect to the elders. Go Nueng smiled from afar when he saw his son. Juwin went straight in and hugged his temple. Rubbed the father's belly that protruded moderately according to his age, so he swallowed his head. That was blamed for the base for a week.

 

"Oh! Is Thai Win coming with you? And this... Sorn, right? Uncle remembers."

"Yes," the last person replied with a slight smile.

 

"Long time no see. He's become more handsome. Come sit in the store before eating. I'll make it for you." The gesture of picking up the tea and coffee-making equipment is as fluent as if he had been opening the shop for 20 years. The face of the late 1950s beamed with happiness, for he was pleased that his children had come to his shop that day.

 

Juwin didn't let his father have to do it alone. He volunteered to serve instead of Waew, who was an employee at the shop. He scooped crushed ice into a glass and then poured the liquid into it. The yellow, orange, fragrant milk and the scent of tea were poured over fresh carnation milk.

 

"Dad remembers that I don't like sweets." Juwin served. Of course, the first glass he gave was Thai's. Thai turned to thank Go Nueng. The other party, who was stuck with the customer in front of the store, waved to let the customer know it was okay.

 

"Uncle Nueng's iced tea is really right for me," Win whispered to Juwin, sucking cold tea out of a glass.

 

They sat down and talked with Ko Nueng for a while before Thai asked to go to Ama Yi's house. Juwin followed because he wanted to pay respect to Ama as well. But let Thai drop him off at home first so he can stop by and take Poi Sian's motorcycle to Ama's house.

 

"Ma! Ama, Win is here." As soon as he arrived at the familiar big house, Win shouted for the old woman. He expected to take a nap in front of the television as usual. When he arrived in the living room, he saw Ama Nga Nga sitting on a large upholstered chair that his father had bought for him.

 

"Oh! Avin AThai, since when did you come in here?" The wrinkled hand beckoned the two nephews, their faces strained with smiles. Win smiled widely before rushing to kneel nearby and hug the old woman. When he saw his brother doing that, he smiled while shaking his head in a pleading manner. Sorn and Juwin, who followed in the back, raised their hands to pay respect to Ama as well.

 

"Ama, do you remember Juwin, Juwin..."

 

"Lue Luk A Nueng and A Ping Aw remember. Saying this every time Lue thought Aw, memory degraded." Ama Yi's cut-off words made the people listening to it laugh.

 

"As for this Hermitage, right? We haven't seen each other for a long time, and you're still as handsome as ever." Because Sorn lost her face and lost her eyes, she didn't meet this young Thai friend again. But I still remember well because Sorn always sends souvenirs from the south.

 

"Thank you, Ama." Sorn raised his hand to pay respects. The tail of his eyes secretly saw Juwin's mouth slightly with the word handsome that Ama gave him. But when he turned to look at the naughty boy, he turned away from him. Sa brought snacks and cold drinking water to serve to the guests who came to the Thai.

 

Win sat and talked to her for a long time. Juwin felt a little pain, so he asked to get up and go to the bathroom. Aunt Nim, another housekeeper here, said the downstairs bathroom was broken, so he had to use another bathroom next to the kitchen.

 

Juwin walked along the path, which, if he closed his eyes, he could still follow. When he finished his business, he saw the edge of the carp pond and the tree arch. It was the beginning of the distortion of the relationship between him and P'Sorn. He walked out to see the beautiful, coloured carp swimming in the pond, just as they had that day. The difference is that they are bigger.

 

"Are you going to steal his fish? It's like stealing his fish." The voice from behind startled Juwin, and he almost fell into the fish pond. It's good that the Arrow grabbed his waist in time to hold the shocked person towards him. So Juwin didn't have to fight the fish for water in the pond.

 

"Let go, Sorn." Juwin diverted and ran away from the Arrow. The older man was a little confused.

 

"What's wrong with you? Acting strangely like you're afraid that I'll eat your head." Because I've been observing the behaviour all day, I can't help but wonder. The attitude doesn't want to get close. As if it's disgusted, it irritates him. When sitting in the car together, he almost hugged the door. When I walked a little closer to my grandmother's house, he rushed away. The posture stirred my feet until I wanted to slap his head.

 

"Shift... Well... No, I'm fine." Juwin took another step back to avoid getting too close to P'Sorn, because Sorn stepped forward, eyes on him as if he were being evaluated. Finally, Juwin fled into the house, leaving the viewer laughing softly. The naughty boy must be thinking strangely. To have this attitude towards him

 

Thai and Sorn were talking to Ama. Soon after, they asked to go back. So Juwin and Win drove to play because there are now many new restaurants around Kim To Market. They stopped by to eat crepes and ice cream while waiting for Poi Xian to come back from delivering to customers. And will be able to eat grilled fish together this evening.

 

Poy Sian was the dealer for his father and two younger brothers, who spent a considerable amount, but it was not considered a significant sum. Go Nueng's smiling face looked so happy that Poy Xian couldn't help but be delighted. Since Juwin left to study in the city, the house had been quieter and less cheerful than before. Especially in the first year, when Juwin attended a new university, she called him to complain about studying because she had to make many adjustments. She also had to bear the stress that created the pressure herself. So she both comforted and taught herself to raise a big one. As for Ko Nueng, he only asked for the news from time to time. Called Juwin from time to time, but complained about him and never stopped. 

 

She doesn't care that Go Nueng seems to care more about Juwin than about herself. Perhaps because she had proven to her father in the past that she could take care of herself and her family, Go Nueng came to trust her. But with Juwin, it's like a bird that has just learned to fly. It's a boy at a young age. Reading is still very careless and not careful. And never have to be apart for a long time like that.

 

"Let yourself take care of yourself like now. As a result, her father is quite worried about his son.

 

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In the morning, Poy Sian came to wake me and Win to prepare offerings together, as they had already made an appointment. The two young men looked as though they had just woken up with a busy mind, but still crawled. They drove a motorcycle to put offerings at the Go Nueng restaurant. Then Win and Juwin sat down to eat dumplings, steamed buns, and tea for breakfast for a long time before asking to return to take a shower to prepare for their trip back to the city.

 

Juwin came back to his room around two o'clock in the afternoon. As for Win, he hitched a ride home in a taxi and said he was going to go back to sleep. While he was about to lie down in the afternoon, the sound of the line bounced up as a video call from someone he hadn't contacted for a few days.

 

"What's up?"

 

"P'Juwin is missing. Why didn't you call me? Did you forget each other? I went to the internship and met other interns, so I didn't care about them." The young boy immediately complained.

 

"Work is busy. Don't call anyone."

 

"Oh, I feel that the importance has been reduced even more," Juwin laughed at the words at the end of the line, before asking back.

 

"What about other people talking to? Are they all talking?"

"It's all over. There's only Juwin who hasn't reported yet."

"Well, I'm sorry. What are you doing?"

 

"No, I didn't do anything. Can I go to Juwin's room when I'm free?"

 

"I'm sleepy, I want to sleep"

 

"I'll go to sleep as a friend. What do you mean... Take.... "Not only the words but the inviting face really invite you to think about anything else.

 

"No, I'm going to sleep," Juwin replied, making a bored expression, Ready to sigh.

 

"Shit, I'm going out tonight." Juwin was silent before he could think of something. Something that had been pending since that night when he remembered the past with P'Sorn, and he still hadn't answered. Which even Win didn't dare to ask about this matter

 

"Good, I have something to talk to you about. What time do you go?"

"Same time, see you at 4 pm"

 

"You can go back no later than one o'clock in the morning. I have to work tomorrow."

 

"Okay, so tonight I'm going to pick you up and dress up handsomely. I'm going to show off to others." After saying that, I just hung up the phone. Juwin shook his head a little to this Junior, who always thinks quickly and doesn't think small. He's a very good talker. But that's it... It's not for him yet.

 

Just pick him up at 8 p.m. They travelled to the luxury store that Juwin had never been to. It's a shop owned by an acquaintance that has been open for about two to three months. The people in the shop are not too crowded. It's like a bar rather than a pub. The aura of being a good person surrounds him, making him quite a lot.

 

"It should be expensive."

"Not much, P'Juwin, don't be afraid to come with me, divide everything in half."

 

"Oh, I think I'm going to raise it." Juwin laughed before hugging the neck of the little man and walking to sit at the table in one of the corners of the shop. The music's rhythm is neither fast nor slow. On the stage, there are musical instruments such as keyboards and guitars. Enjoy live music during your stay.

 

"Hey... When I told you to dress up handsomely, it was too full! This place is full of people watching, I'm jealous."

A thin, young boy sat down, his face slightly sullen. Today, Juwin came in black jeans, with a loose body and three buttons unbuttoned, revealing the chest panel. The hem of the pants was tucked in on one side, and the sleeves were folded up, showcasing the typical white skin of Chinese people. It is a regular travel shirt.

 

'He likes it, but it's full. It's a Korean hairstyle set to look a little fluffy. When combined with the appearance of a young man, it resembles a Korean guy who has emerged from a teenage magazine.

 

Juwin didn't answer anything, just rocked the other party's head and played gently. The drink was served and just a brewer as usual. The closeness of the seats next to each other crowded the two bodies, almost sitting on his lap. Juwin wrapped his thin waist loosely. The other party agreed and also leaned back. Juwin rubbed the person holding the Visasa's soft abdomen and put his hand into the other party's shirt.

 

My heart inadvertently thought of P'Sorn's belly, which he had caressed at that time, and I felt a sensation in my chest. At that time, what was he thinking about? Why did he want P'Sorn to possess himself so much? He didn't have a momentary thought only once, but it was twice. The time he thought too much about me.

 

"What did you want to talk to me about? You can talk to me." Only now drinking from a glass and looking up to ask. Before crowding him closer than before, when the table is moderately far away, Juwin looks up to ask.

 

"How do you know that you are the defence?" 

 

"Why did Juwin ask this?"

 

"What do you want to know?"

 

"I tried it, and it didn't work. I used to go to a gay bar with a friend. But when I got on the bed, I was about to do it... That's it, but it was easier for him to do it; it feels better," he just answered frankly.

 

"It has to be proven," Juwin muttered to himself, but the person sitting there heard it.

 

"What's wrong with P'Juwin? He looks stressed. Is there something uncomfortable? Can you tell me?" The idea of whether to consult or not hit each of us in the head. If he asked, what would happen? If he got the answer, could he accept it? He didn't know exactly what he wanted. It was the answer that he was still gay and was ready to give happiness to his partner on the offensive side. Or lying on the body for others to insert as a defensive side. P'Sorn made him all over. His head was spinning like a washing machine.

 

"If I tell you something, will you hate me?"

 

"I don't know, I have to see what's going on." 

 

During that time, musicians and singers were on stage. Just humming music in a good mood. But when I saw that Juwin was silent until he was proven wrong, he turned his attention to the person next to him instead, looking away from the singer on stage to Juwin, who now looked absent-minded, as if he were thinking.

 

"Okay! Just say it. If you don't say it, don't clear it tonight, I won't let you go back. I said there's something uncomfortable." Finally, I couldn't stand to see my brother, who was close and strange. Just hold your face to me. Two soft palms wrapped around my face.

 

The other party let me look. Love looked into his eyes, full of confusion. Juwin sighed before holding Ryo's hand. Decided to say what was stuck in his mind. Hoping that only people who are clear in their taste can help release their thoughts this time.

 

"I'm thinking that my taste has changed."

 

"Huh? How? Don't you like men anymore?"

 

"No, no, I still feel it with a man, but it's like it..."

 

"It?"

"Is..."

 

"Oh.... I don't want to be an attacker, but I want to be a receiver?" When piecing together what Juwin had asked before, the witty person concluded with Juwin's eyes wide open and a shocked face, because he hadn't expected Juwin to say it directly.

 

"Aren't you just shocked?"

 

"I'm shocked, but it's normal. Whose taste is it? But how does Juwin know that he doesn't want to be an offensive anymore?"

 

"No, it's not that I don't want to be, but I'm confused. I'm really confused."

"Who can confuse you? I've only been talking to you for a few months, but I'm confused about whether I should attack or take it. It shows how deep it is, right?" Just raise your voice, but don't look serious. The face is glaring at Juwin's face. That looks cute rather than angry.

 

"I'm sorry," Juwin said, feeling guilty. He didn't want to be with himself. If the other party has a boyfriend, he's always willing to try to tell him how the relationship between the two of them is now. Because I don't want to hope for each other, if you're just angry with him and not clear about this, he won't blame you.

 

Loei

 

"Heh... P'Juwin, do you think you'll find a husband who will agree to be your boyfriend? Don't hit me. I'm just kidding. Is this a stressful matter?"

 

"Hmm... It's so confusing that I don't feel myself at all."

"So let's prove it. Tonight, if you get a man, invite him to the room. Then deal with it."

 

"Hey! Are you just going crazy?"

 

"I'm not crazy. I'm serious. If you want to know your position, you have to do this." 

 

 Love got up from the table to answer the phone because an incoming call was coming in, leaving Juwin to sit and drink alone, lost in thought. People who think quickly do so; they simply leave the story for him to consider. The more I think, the more headaches I get.

 

Juwin raised the glass of liquor and drank it without mixing until he felt drunk. Drink to relieve stress and drink to dye the heart, after thinking and thinking many times that night. I will do as I was just told. I'll try to look like I did the last time, when Juwin found a girl. When you want an answer, you have to prove it!

 

"I've been here for a long time, Brother Franz. Why did you just enter the shop? I'm the owner of the shop, but I just came to get it now." Just walking with a tall young man with a good figure like a model. The foreigner's face is not that of a real Thai face.

 

"P'Juwin, P'Franz, the owner of the shop, P'Franz, P'Juwin, my senior." Just introduce the two people so they can get to know each other. Juwin smiled at the other side with crooked eyes. Looking at the young man with blurred eyes because of the influence of intoxication that enters the mouth, it works.

 

"Hello," Juwin raised his hand to pay his respects to someone he thought was older than him. Franz paid homage to his seniors with only a smile at the corner of his mouth.

 

"Don't make that face, Brother Franz. Don't overthink." Just whisper to each other because I know what kind of person Franz is. Franz is like a tiger waiting to strike at a weak victim when he jumps at that moment.

 

"Well, just pay respect," a young Thai-German half-breed man with a nickname from another country replied. Before sitting down at the table, just take a closer look at the child. The young man will open his big eyes in shock.

 

"How much have you drunk, P'Juwin?" Just asked because of the alcohol I ordered in the episode. At first, it was depleted by more than half. Now only 20% of the bottle remains.

 

"Well... Dyeing heart," Juwin replied to the sound of the chin, laughing softly when he thought of what he was thinking of doing tonight. I guarantee that if P'Sorn knew, he would have scolded him until his ears were numb. But at this moment, he would like to prove himself first. To maintain his emotional balance, he will unlock the taste.

 

"Why did you dye your heart? Don't tell me that..."

 

"Hmm... I'll do what I just told you, and now I'm looking for a goal," Juwin said.

Only one eyebrow of the young boy who had recommended this plan almost rose.

 

"I'm going to be crazy with you. Sit here, I'll be back. Brother French, I'll leave P'Juwin for a moment. Let me go get the cold cloth first." Franz took this opportunity to push closer and pour the liquor for the person who had poured it, until the liquid spilt on the table.

 

"I'll pour it for you," Franz said in Thai with a clear accent. Juwin smiled with sweet and greasy eyes before holding the glass, waiting for the shop owner to pour liquor for himself. When looking closely, as far as the eyes and light will allow. Franz's figure looks like P'Sorn's. A little higher than P'Sorn, but the toughness is very similar.

 

"You have a good figure like someone I know. Ugh... And he confused me." The drunk began to lose control of consciousness, but still raised the glass nonstop as if he couldn't stop himself. The heart began to burst out to the people who had just met. Franz smiled at the drunk young boy. He pushed closer until he sat next to him. Juwin wagged his fingers for him to tilt his ears to listen closely.

 

"He looks beautiful, but you're more handsome than a pussy."' Juwin laughed at his thoughts. At this time, ask anyone to suppress the idea that Sorn is handsome. He looks good. He's sexy when I'm in bed with him.

 

"Is it Juwin's name? It's a strange name."

 

"Well, my aunt said it means handsome, but he's handsome." Now Juwin is not sitting straight. He then began to lean over, ending up where he had been leaning back and lying.

 

"Do you 'get it'?" Franz asked, looking at the young man's face, who was now looking back at him. The other person's face was so clear that it was hard to press his nose down. Juwin smiled a little. His little consciousness allowed him to interpret that question.

 

"You can take it. I want to know if I can accept it." At the end of his words, Franz immediately invited the drunk to his room, carrying the drunk who was walking like a crab upstairs. He didn't care that he had just come back to the table and didn't see the two of them. Because he just missed leaving the grilled fish with the cat.

 

Juwin followed Franz's semi-carrying support until he finally made his way up to the second floor of the shop. This floor is quieter than the ground floor. The sofa was arranged privately before Franz took him to walk the other way, straight into the innermost room, which was his own. Meanwhile, an employee who had arrived before the room walked out of his office and said that he had a friend waiting in the room.

 

"Juwin, go and wait for me in the room first. I'll talk to him for a while and then follow."

 

"Uh... Follow me," the drunk man replied in a soft voice. Franz couldn't stand it. He tried to kiss the other person's cheek. Juwin froze for a little while but didn't yell. When he saw that he didn't refuse or show any rebellious attitude, Franz wanted to kiss him first, then continue.

 

The face of the half-breed young man moved towards little by little. His pink lips revealed a little bit as if he was inviting. Juwin licked his tongue and licked his mouth forgetfully, but Franz saw it as a seductive gesture. But it was not yet for him to leave a kiss. The door of the office opened. When he saw that it was his friend, he shouted out immediately.

 

"Sorn! Why did you interrupt me? Can I talk to you first? Let me take you.

 

He went to rest first. Tonight, I thought..." Franz smiled and raised his eyebrows knowingly. But when he stood dumbfounded as if he had been frozen with the image he saw. They were almost kissing and sucked each other. That made him clench his fists, his heartbeat almost pounding through his chest. Juwin tried to stare at the person Franz called Sorn, ah.... Familiar shape, face, skin colour

 

"Sorn?" Juwin asked because he was not sure. His head is the most dizzy now, and the visual focus is so distorted that the faces of people are all confused.

 

"You can't mess with this kid." Sorn didn't care about the drunk man, walked straight over and told an old friend who had known him for a long time since working in Canada. He held a tall young boy in front of him, but Franz kept him back. Surprised by his own friend's attitude.

 

"No, Sorn. We've never fought for children. This one, I..."

 

"Sorn?" Juwin asked again when he didn't get an answer. The closer the other party stood to him, the hand that had once wrapped around Franz's body to support himself from falling, then reached out and grabbed Sorn's face to consider him.

 

"Eh! It's me! Who gave you so much irony, Juwin!" Arrow asked with an angry voice. Looking at the attitude of the drunk, with eyes like this, he can fall on his friend.

 

"Ah... It's really bad." The drunk man muttered. Sorn didn't say anything, and Franz, who had accidentally pulled Juwin into his arms, made a song using the rhythm. I forgot to talk to his friends when he saw that his little boy fell into someone else's arms. Plus, he was about to take him to heaven.

 

"You're sure you'll get hit tonight. I'll hit you up to your age."