My Stuborn: English translation

The next day, Juwin arrived at the office before anyone else. Because of the heavy traffic jam yesterday, he allowed more time to arrive. However, it turned out that the road was clear today, so he arrived at work almost 40 minutes earlier than he had thought. He was free for nearly an hour, so he put his bag on James's desk. Then he dragged the cushion to a corner of the window that was out of sight when people walked in. Before leaning down and lying down on the big soft cushion, I finally fell asleep.

 

Juwin woke up again when he heard people talking. He rubbed his eyes and got up to put his clothes in place. Explore his mouth in the shadow of the phone. Because he was afraid of drooling, he looked at his mouth a little. I thought he must have been bitten by something. But he didn't feel itchy or hurt anything, so he let him go. He would walk to the bathroom, but before he could, he was laughed at by the maid.

 

"Nong Juwin, why is the cat's face like that?" People who had walked in were confused until they saw it. The dust on the back of my hand that I just wiped my face to wipe my saliva.

 

"Oh, I think the dust behind the curtain is over there. Haha, I secretly took a nap, Auntie, don't tell me. Who is it?" Juwin said while smiling shyly.

 

"Sister, please take a look here for Penny. Can the stain here be wiped off?" Penny, the head of personnel, called. So the young aunt went to see it. Before Juwin turned to raise his hand to pay respect to Penny, who sent a smile to him, but it was a smile that was forced.

 

"Nong Juwin is diligent. Come early in the morning and the face..." A woman at the company, Ning, said hello, then giggled. Juwin raised his hand to pay respects before walking and scratching his head past the girl. What's wrong with her?

 

"Juwin, have you eaten yet? Hey, I bought Roti and pork... Why is your face like that?" Champ asked before laughing when he saw Juwin's face. Juwin, who couldn't walk to the bathroom because this person greeted him, even smiled shyly again and walked to Champ, who beckoned him to enter the kitchen.

 

"I secretly took a nap in that corner. There must be dust behind the curtain." Juwin pointed out before smelling the smell of grilled pork floating. He approached without hesitation. Let's wash your face, and then let's eat.

 

"Can I eat it? Let me eat it." Before I had time to wait for Champ's permission, he picked up the grilled pork to eat to satisfy his stomach, which he was now protesting because he hadn't eaten breakfast yet. Champ saw that Nong Juwin was hungry, so he didn't say hello. He let Juwin continue eating, then told him to wash the ink off his face, which no one knows about. There's a cat's face drawn on Juwin's face. Both the tentacles and the black dots on the tip of the nose look cute and not teasing. 

 

There are many things available in the market near the building. Which restaurant is delicious? I came in the morning to buy something to eat in the kitchen.

 

"There is a lot of delicious crispy pork rice. Walk a little further to the corner of the street. There is a shop. Tofu juice and Patong Ko are a filling. Very delicious." Champ pulled a long voice. Juwin nodded while chewing sticky rice with grilled pork in his cheeks.

 

"Oh! Since when did you get it? And that's it... Oops! What the hell are you playing, Sorn?" Thai, who was about to talk about Juwin's dirty face, had to keep his word because someone hit him, followed by a hand over the mouth to stop him from speaking further. "What is your hand holding? It's so salty."

 

"I had been holding the pants because I just peed." The person who answered did so with an indifferent face, seemingly unbothered by the presence of a company employee. It's really against the sharp face of him.

 

"Dirty, you, wash your hands. Come to the office in the morning before anyone else, my friend, to pee. It's really worth using the company's toilet." Thai said before he walked out and didn't care about anyone else. He had to go out to talk to the customer today. As for the military base guard, he doesn't have to fight like him; he has Champ and Arrow.

 

Juwin laughed at Hia Thai's attitude, which had led him to go forward because a close friend had bullied him. But when he turned around, he found Sorn staring at him. That party looked at him still before smiling at the corner of his mouth and laughing 'Huh. He opened his mouth once and turned the other way. But P'Sorn pulled him until he had to turn around to look.

 

"Oh! It hurts!" Crying is neither loud nor too soft. Sending green eyes to the man to let him know that he was not satisfied with the Arrow pulling his hair like this.

 

"It's as soft as a dog's hair." The metaphor makes my face bleed.

 

"As for you, my mouth...."

 

"I'll slap you, Juwin. Slap with your mouth and tongue. Will you try?" Sorn asked in a ruthless voice, causing the young boy to retreat to stand next to Champ instead. There is no barbaric person. Let's meet this time to see Sorn; hewill increase his brutality even more. He would have to set up his foothold. Otherwise, he wouldn't be able to fight with me.

 

"When you tease my brother. How many years has it been? When will you stop teasing the child, for once?"

 

"Well, your brother stirred my feet."

 

"Where are you stirring your feet? I haven't said a word to you."

 

"But you open your mouth at me"

 

"Well, you laugh at me first. Hey, grilled pork, don't take it away, Sorn." Juwin shouted. Immediately, the remaining two grilled pork sticks were snatched by an older person to eat in front of his eyes. Thai called for Champ, so Champ wasn't a referee between them, but he still shouted back to tell Juwin.

"Juwin! The smear on your face is not dust. I don't know who painted your faces to look like cats. "Just like that, Juwin left the sticky rice package in his hand and immediately went straight to the bathroom. And found the fact that everyone laughed. He's not because his face was dirty with dust, but it was messy with pen ink. Separately, the cat's face is cute, but it does not make him happy. I don't know who may have scribbled his face when he was sleeping. Probably not the aunt of the company's housekeeper. Because you were just saying that his face was dirty, but if it's not a young aunt who came to the office early in the morning, it must be...

'I came to the office early in the morning, my friend, to pee. Use the toilet. The company is really worth it."

Damn, Sorn!!

Juwin rubbed his face in anger until it was red and his skin was almost scratched. Facial cleansing foam was presented by someone he didn't want to see the most.

Puk!

Juwin kicked the other person's leg once, without the other person being able to dodge. He was stunned before slapping it on the round forehead of the person whose skin was wet all over the face. Even the hair around the face frame was wet.

 

"What the hell is this crazy cat like?" Sorn asked before sitting on the edge of the sink. Waiting for the young boy who didn't like to use the foam to wash his face, so he tried to ask someone else to help him.

 

"Well, you're teasing me."

 

"Who told you?"

 

"In this company, who will be able to tease me if it's not you, fuck... I can't wipe it off."

 

"Well, smart to know it's me, but it's stupid to show off my artistic skills for a long time," Sorn replied. Not all hot, the monkey's heart was strangely agitated when he saw the hammer; his eyes almost turned.

 

"Don't interfere with this," Juwin's words made the Arrow quiet, first to help. Turn on the faucet because the front is full of white foam.

 

"I brought you a face wash. I borrowed Ning's."

 

"I like to tease you. What do you hate me so much?" Sorn didn't answer, but rubbed my hair. I don't like it, but I want to tease it. Because if I like it, I'll like it when it's busy. It's funny to see.

 

Sorn looked at the person who was washing his face as if it were death. The ink mark that he wrote in the morning began to fade. Today, he entered the company as usual in the morning. However, I found something unusual in the original, namely, the tip of someone's leg that appeared from behind the curtain. He walked closer and heard a soft snoring. Therefore, he was sure that no one had been murdered in the office. But when he saw the face of the person who secretly took a nap here, it was Juwin.

 

When he was about to open his mouth to wake up the sleeping person, he thought of something. A smooth face that looked better than 4 years ago made him want to tease him a little. He took a pen from James's desk and drew a cat face for a little scout who thought he had grown up to take care of others.

 

"Ugh", Juwin brushed his hand away angrily, but still didn't wake up. The Arrow let go of his hand after drawing a moustache on each cheek and a round point on the tip of his nose. He looked at the face of a person sleeping soundly. The hair around the face frame was styled in a look that teenagers often prefer. Some bangs cover its broad forehead, accompanied by curly eyelashes, but not too thick. The eyes are slender, similar to those of people of Chinese descent. The nose is slightly flat, and the tip of the nose. The cheeks that used to have acne now have only faint acne holes, replaced by astringent veins. Its skin, as far as he remembers, was very white, pinkish white, until it took on a bright appearance in the sun. But now it is darker, yet still whiter than his, because when comparing the arms to each other, the skin colour contrasts like a crosswalk.

 

"Seesh.. That's good, Sorn, this time, ah!" Going back to think of the last day when I met him. Is he still moaning?

 

I remember well the hoarse voice of a young boy who breaks the young man's flesh and stimulates him as well as a porn star on the Porn Star website. The way he holds the core of his body awakens an excitement in him that is difficult to extinguish. Lips that like to argue, which he never thought of wanting to kiss back, are very arousing to him.

 

"Do you want to rub it? I said kiss, and I'm in the mood. In return for helping me today." On that day, he chose to kiss him because the emotions that had been building up were finally released at the same time.

 

The last happiness before he received a call from home was that his father had died because he had been shot in his own family's rubber plantation. He had to leave Juwin like that. He didn't say goodbye to the person he had just given a taste of happiness with his hand. He also helped Juwin not to go to the hospital because of his symptoms from being drugged. He also left those selfish words. He admitted that at that time he was confused. He didn't like Juwin and never thought of enjoying it. But he doesn't want him to see anyone else in his eyes when he is emotional. I want him to see him alone.

 

"When an animal is born, it is the first person to see who it is, it will think that it is its mother, and yes... He taught Juwin in this way. He wants him to continue to rely on him in this kind of matter. I don't want him to do it with anyone, and I have to do it alone. I hate, even though I don't like it, I hate children, I hate... Even though he and Juwin are not what? He's just an acquaintance through other people.

 

"Hmm... Ugh..." "Juwin moaned to protest again when, in his dream, he felt that his lips were disturbed. The Arrow came out before he smiled to himself. His mouth was still the same, in addition to its softness. In addition, the lip's oiliness did not change colour again. He used the back of his hand to wipe his own mouth and left the sleepy person in the same place, with a swollen mouth from the thief.

 

"Juwin... Are you really going to date a man?" Sorn pulled his consciousness back to the present and asked when he finished washing his face. There are some ink marks left, but they are considered very faded compared to when the ink was still full.

 

"Who I'm going to date is my business. Why? Or are you anti-sexists?"

 

"I'm just asking why? You like to yell first. I'm suspicious because you were previously dating a woman. At that time, I taught you... " Juwin barely covered Sorn's mouth when he saw someone walking into the bathroom, and Sorn was about to tell others. He waited until the company's seniors left, then let go of Sorn's mouth. But he was still being teased because Sorn licked his palm with his tongue.

 

"Yi! P'Sorn is playing dirty," Juwin complained while washing his hands. "What I wonder is that it's been a long time since. People have to change. I've changed, and I never knew I had changed. Let's say that the old Juwin doesn't have it, but the hot guy, I look at this."

 

Juwin opened his shirt to show off the abdominal muscles he had deliberately developed. Previously, he spent almost a year training his muscles to see the proportions clearly. However, due to poor dietary discipline, it took considerable time to develop this muscle. Nevertheless, he eventually achieved it, despite not looking like a typical muscle man. When he stretched his belly, he had it. Juwin raised his eyebrows to one side like a superior. Sorn looked at the child in front of him and smiled. He had muscles like a writer's. If he saw his, he would be bent out of shape.

 

"The real thing has to be like this, Juwin." Sorn pulled up his shirt again to show his stomach. The watching department taught the child that six six-packs really have to be like this.

 

"Wow! Do you have a tattoo too? It's so beautiful." But what attracts the eye the most? I see it's a tattoo around the frame.

 

"Let's take a closer look." When he pulled the other party, he took the boy's hand and placed it on his stomach. The tingling sensation in his abdomen, spreading through his hair, drew his eyes down to his lower organs, almost waking him. He just realised today how much he wanted Juwin to touch him. It feels like the two of them were close 4 years ago. Sorn opened his shirt to see the six-pack that he intended to show off again. 

 

The difference was so evident that he accidentally stroked his hand to startle the body, but it wasn't forbidden because he was preoccupied with the curls of his lower abdomen. Additionally, the tattoo is located on the side of the body, around the hem, from the waist up to the same level as the chest. The Arrow is pointed up in the middle of the Bow flower in the shape of a compass. He tattooed the lines because he didn't like to colour them. Even if he went down to skin colour, he couldn't see it clearly because of the dark skin tone.

 

"It's so beautiful. It's so cool." Juwin praised the person he didn't like with a soft voice. His hand traced the tattoo as he came across the perfect figure, making the owner look even more appealing. Juwin gently stroked until he heard a moaning in Sorn's throat, alternating with a bit of startle when Sorn's hand came into contact with the little six-pack that couldn't be compared to the other party's. Before the slender fingers gently poke the top of his flower, which is a stimulant.

 

The two people did not know whether they were now closer than before until their feet moved, stacked on top of each other. The scent of Juwin's shampoo made the Arrow bend down and inhale a little. Juwin's height was barely above his chin. I wonder if he had stopped being tall earlier. Because, as far as I can remember, at that time, Juwin was about 180 cm tall. Rough hand skin, rubbing Juwin's belly before spreading through the waist to the back plate. The skin was smooth and soft like a girl's hand, but he still stopped his hand from caressing it.

 

"I understand about the shape. But change your sexual orientation, too. Why?" The other party's question froze Juwin. How can I answer that it's because of you that he's like this?

 

After the car incident that day, about a week later, he went to Ning, his girlfriend at the time. I thought he was going to have a little bit, but his Joe couldn't get on the boat. No matter how much he woke up, he didn't wake up. Sneaking into the bathroom to open the porn movie that Sorn had given him, it didn't work. After that, he was no longer willing to meet Ning again. Additionally, Ning took the university entrance exam in the north, which implicitly led to their breakup.

 

Since then, he has tried to have sex with a woman again, to the point of him making an appointment with A woman who sells services to her. But no matter how much you do, it doesn't have a wrong effect when you see a clip of a ruffled man. It makes him more excited. The more you think that the hands that touch each other, if they're done, it would be good. At that time, I began to know that P'Sorn seduced me until I was addicted to love, touching the hand of a man, but still, I've never tried with a man because I didn't dare enough.

 

"It's okay, but it's not because of you." The big lie, along with avoiding eye contact, made Sorn look at him with a thoughtful expression. Juwin pretended to leave but was detained by the Arrow. Sharp eyes glanced at the bathroom door, which was still closed now, as no one came in, even though it was time to go to work.

 

"You can't lie to me." The older man stared into the eyes of the person who thought he was hiding something from him, raising a smile at the corner of his mouth when the other person dodged his gaze and deflected away.

 

"What are you going to do? Someone will see it."

 

"If you don't want me to do it, answer honestly that you changed your sexual orientation because of me, right?"

 

"No, oh, don't put your face close!" Juwin said, but the sound is not that loud. Because I'm afraid that others will hear.

 

"So, who did you apply the subject I taught to?"

 

"Used," Juwin immediately replied, and that was a lie.

 

"With whom?" The Arrow's voice became darker.

 

"Why do you know?"

 

"You just answered.. With whom?" Sorn still asked without stopping. The face continued to lean in. Until now, the body has been leaning so far that it almost touches the mirror.

 

"Just how?" At the end of the answer, Sorn immediately snatched the lips that said the words, sucking until there was a sound that prevented Juwin from standing up. Rough hands squeezed into the waist until the boy cried in his throat. His part was not in time for anyone to touch it. It was tingling from the base. As if he's about to wake up, Joe can't wake up in one kiss.

 

Grick

The sound of the bathroom door opening came in, prompting Juwin to push the other party away quickly. Sorn agreed to retreat, leaving the person who was attacked to wipe his mouth with a nervous look until he had to cover himself.

 

"Oh! Is P'Sorn here? P'Champ is looking for you." Korn said, before looking up, that he had glanced at the person hiding behind Sorn, as he had noticed a strange attitude between the two when they went to the bathroom. There may be a problem.

 

"What's wrong with Nong Juwin? Why is your face red and swollen like that? What are you allergic to? No".

 

"No, Korn, I just bit my own mouth first." Juwin rushed out of the bathroom immediately without looking back. Therefore, I didn't see any eyes looking after him.

 

Sorn doesn't understand why the dissatisfaction is so significant in his chest. As soon as he heard that Juwin had tried to do it with others, he felt indescribably sarcastic. Angry that he dared to apply the subjects he taught to others, even though he had proposed to introduce them to the person he would take as his wife many years ago. Now, I can't accept it as it was applied to others.

 

"Be careful of the explosion today, Poisian. I told you that I would die." Korn left the bathroom before Sorn and immediately saw that the other party had disappeared. It is expected that he would have gone out to smoke, leaving Champ to beckon.

 

"Why the hell?" Poisian, a dashing girl, whispered, asking. Korn then flirted with his mouth and replied. "Well, when I went to the bathroom, I saw Nong Juwin and P'Sorn, and it seemed that there was something to do. Juwin went out first, but P'Sorn had a giant face. He went out to smoke and there."

 

"It's true, Diwa. I feel sorry for you. Who..."

 

Bang!!

"Where... Bring the purchase order for me to check." Sorn walked back in, turned the chair, and sat at the table where Champ used to work. The back of the chair hit the large chrome table, causing the two people who were splashing to cover their mouths. In addition, the person who was staring had to have their eyes disintegrate quickly.

 

Today, Juwin hardly spends any time alone. When working, he is with James. When eating, he goes with P'Wed, Pae, and Ai. Because he was afraid that Sorn would accidentally chase and kiss him again, he didn't understand what he was thinking at the time. Why did he let him caress and kiss him easily? Even though Sorn himself said that kissing stimulates his own emotions. Plus, it has now spread to him, too, who is also in love with Sorn's kiss.

 

[I'm going to die. I don't have any friends to talk to. Win's voice came on the phone.]

At three o'clock in the afternoon, he heard the sound of a loud machine in the distance on the line.

 

"I'm bored, James, my nanny went out to run errands outside, and I had to come down to help with the work downstairs," said Juwin. In fact, Hia Champ asked him to help with the work above. But he quickly said that P'Wed called him to study here. In fact, P'Wed didn't say anything, but he didn't want to get close to Sorn. He has been making a fierce face since morning. Who would want to be close to him?

 

He continued talking to Win while waiting for the document for P'Wed to be printed. All the documents were ready before I hung up and brought them to P'Wed.

 

"Hey, P'Puht." Since yesterday, he had seen that Phut was making out with a man from another company. The fire escape stairs embarrassed me, too. Who would have thought that Grandpa's own code would be this hot?

 

"Juwin, P'Sorn told me to go up there to work. I've been frying him for hours. You can go up to his brother."

 

"But I want to help you first."

 

"My work is nothing. After clearing this place, it's free. Let's go up. Let's head to the foreign department. It's better." After saying that, he left Juwin to stand down. He didn't want to go up to meet P'Sorn's face, so damn it. But when there is an intern's card hanging like this, he can't help but walk up the fire escape stairs to the 16th floor, open the office door, and find the air conditioner. It's cold, face-to-face, but still bad.

 

"When I saw myself, my face was spoiled like a curry overnight." The first words were sent even though he was still busy walking around the table. In front of me, there were scattered documents around the meeting table. He didn't see Hia Champ and didn't know where to go either.

 

"If you call me to complain, then I'll go."

 

"Juwin, you're here for an internship. I'm an employee at this company and hold a position similar to yours. Don't you have to learn from me? Don't think of it as Win's friend and Thai's friend, and don't think I won't dare to scold you in front of others." The long-winded words of the young man, who was serious about his work, made Juwin hiccup. Korn, seeing the bad posture, quickly came to block.

 

"Where is Korn stuck? Order from Singapore?" The young man quickly smiled when he saw that the company's brutal senior was about to explode. But Korn didn't answer, just glanced at it. Just like this, Korn raised his hand and gave up, agreeing to retreat, but well.

 

"If you teach, say it to each other, tell each other well." Juwin, who looks like he has just campaigned for himself. I don't want to endure it, but I have to. But if we meet outside, he will escape this talkative person.

 

"So are you here for me to teach you? I've been trying to call you since this afternoon. I've been playing DownsThairs. James left you with me. If I don't teach James the job, I'll be scolded by Penny again." When the child refused to come down, adults like him stood and spoke directly to him. Now, no matter how much he makes a sullen face, he doesn't think it's cute and teasing anymore. I want to catch it and refute it, even to argue with every word.

 

"Sorry... Yes." When he surrendered to his guilt, he apologised softly. He was wrong and waited, refusing to come up to Sorn because he was so busy thinking about what had happened that morning, until he forgot why he had come here in the first place— to do an internship, not to avoid anyone.

 

"Let's sort the order documents. Separate into each company, arrange the year, I'll come." After ordering, Sorn walked out with a few pieces of paper that he had found. Juwin sighed that the other party could go out. The atmosphere was so pressured at the moment that he was almost suffocating. He didn't know that Sorn's working time would be so serious, as he was quiet and sombre; it turned out to be twice as fierce.

 

After disappearing for about half an hour, Sorn returned to Juwin. This time, he dragged a chair to sit next to a young boy who was sorting documents. He began by teaching about the products that were first produced and exported. The attached Sorn would be confused but could sit down before secretly yawning until the Arrow knocked the pen on the head.

 

"Do you have to eat milk in the afternoon?"

 

"I'm not a child."

 

"No matter how you grow up, you're younger than me." Sorn's words made his mouth wink.

 

"Don't you like me very much?"

 

"I don't like children, especially children like you." If there is no smile on the corner of the mouth, that may be the last sentence that the two of them have said. Juwin opened his mouth before leaning away because Sorn is sitting close to him at a close distance. Just a Barrier chair apart.

 

"I don't like older people, especially old people like you."

 

"Huh," Arrow laughed in his throat before answering the phone with an incoming call from Champ. He got up and left Juwin to make a mouthful behind him. When it was time to leave work, he, of course, made another appointment with him. He said that he quit early, so he came to him often. When we met face-to-face, I immediately jumped and hugged him. Today, he brought his partner's car, a black Toyota Camry.

 

"Let's eat Korean food. I really want to eat it. I've been waiting for you all day."

 

"Lying, when Line went at noon, we said they were eating crepes."

 

"That's a snack. I'm hungry." He didn't say anything, but still dragged him to the driver's side to help him get into the car. Juwin laughed at the enthusiastic look before agreeing to sit up.

 

Just Love is a cute child. He only met him for the first time at his sister's birthday party. Code, Nong Code, he invited friends from different faculties to socialise so they could meet. Get to know each other so that they can talk correctly. They went back and forth, growing closer and opening up to speak.

 

"Who is that person? He is so handsome." When he sat in the car, he just asked. He turned his gaze in the same direction and saw Sorn standing, looking at the two of them. I asked, "Are the seniors at the company interested?"

 

"Does he have a girlfriend yet?" He didn't ask, but he still tilted his neck to look so cute that Juwin couldn't help but crush him. "Do you dare to look at others when you are with me? It's so heartbreaking."

 

"Oh, I'm not touchy, my head is not bald, don't be angry." Just put your face closer and do it. Hands wave back and forth like fooling a child, but in fact, it's more like a trick. The lover's lips are so thick that he has to inject fillers, scrub the lips, and take care of them as if the skin moves back and forth according to the words. Juwin looked at it for a while as if he were in a trance. He really wanted to know whether kissing it would feel like kissing P'Sorn. Will his body be sensitive until he wakes up, Joe? Juwin, who doesn't want to joke with anyone, will only feel attracted to a cute boy who is close to him now.

 

"Just... Can I kiss you?" Juwin asked directly. "Yes," Just Love replied. So, Juwin leaned over with one hand supporting the back of the other person's head. Tilt your face to adjust the angle so you can receive the other person properly and kiss well. While the mouths move towards each other until the skin of the lips touches, like Phawao.

 

Ping!!

The sound of the hood being hit by a man's hands as he stood, looking at the two of them in front of the car. P'Sorn's face now looks fiercer, and the two of them are shocked and startled. They have to get out of each other's way before Sorn raises his hand to say that he is guilty. Along with holding up a leaflet, a cheap daily room that had been blown from —where, I don't know —fell onto the hood of this car.

 

Juwin was out of the mood to do it, so he told him just to drive away from here. The other party laughed, then acted like a good car owner and drove away. Sorn walked away, but Juwin was still shocked by Sorn’s eyes. The eyes that he had never seen before seemed to be really angry, not just teasing each other.

 

Ding!

 

The message was sent from a phone number that he didn't know. When I open it, I read it, but I have to grit my teeth.

"Are you sure that your kiss will make others happy? As far as I touch you. Not a fraction of the word kiss at all.'

Don't you dare to look down on him like this? I already know Juwin Noi.