EXTERN

Chapter 29

 

I stood beside the barbecue grill with a thoroughly fed-up expression, surrounded by girls.

 

It wasn't that I was a flirt... I just wasn't very good at turning women down. But looking at the situation now, I had a feeling that finding some sort of compromise would be difficult. These girls were all Pleng's friends. She'd excitedly posted a photo of the two of us together on social media and announced that there would be a party at my house tonight.

 

Everyone around here already wanted an excuse to come and see my house, so now I was stuck dealing with a bunch of hormone-fuelled young women crowding around me so tightly I could barely move.

 

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of my boyfriend's back and saw that Per was also running away from the girls trying to cling to him. Seriously... instead of getting to spend this rare free time with Per!

 

"Doctor Kan, you're so cute! It's such a shame you're already engaged to Pleng."

 

"Huh!?"

 

"Exactly! You're getting married soon, aren't you? What a shame!"

 

"W-Wait..."

 

"I don't know how Pleng managed to get Doctor Kan to date her. She must've secretly slipped you some love potion or something."

 

I stood there getting more and more confused as I listened to Pleng's friends.

 

What engagement? What wedding?

 

When the hell did I become anything to that girl!?

 

"P'Kan!... Could you help me find a CD? Auntie said you keep them in your bedroom... I don't dare go in there by myself."

 

I nodded and walked towards my mother's friend's daughter, who was holding a glass of wine. Everyone was having a good time now—even my mum and dad, who had already settled down with my friends for their own little drinking and games session.

 

"I'll go upstairs and get it for you. You wait here."

 

I deliberately avoided being alone with her. I genuinely didn't trust her. She might be a woman and I might be a man, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't be careful.

 

"Um... then could P'Kan drink this for me first? I can't drink any more. My friends are making me finish it."

 

I stared hesitantly at the glass of wine, a hundred suspicious thoughts running through my head.

 

Fuck it! I'll drink it.

 

Then I'll pretend I'm drunk, go to sleep, and be done with this shit!

 

I'd had more than enough of this party.

 

"Please?"

 

"All right."

 

I was heading straight for my bedroom.

 

Before she could step closer and cling sweetly to my arm, I quickly snatched the wineglass from her hand and downed it in one go. I immediately handed it back and hurried upstairs.

 

Click!

 

I locked my bedroom door to stop anyone coming in, then walked over to the shelves where I kept my huge CD collection.

 

With such a chilled atmosphere tonight, what music should I put on?

 

Clatter!

 

The CD slipped from my hand, and I quickly braced myself against the floor to stop myself from falling. A sharp pain suddenly stabbed through my head. The room seemed unbearably hot, so I went over and turned up the air conditioning.

 

Sweat began breaking out all over my body.

 

What the hell is wrong with me?

 

"Hot..."

 

I felt hot and cold at the same time. I couldn't even explain it. My awareness and judgement seemed to be slipping away until I could barely understand myself. A restless need surged through my body so intensely that I stripped off my clothes until only my boxers remained around my hips.

 

What the fuck?

 

Did that girl put some kind of love drug in the wine?

 

Click!

 

The sound of a key turning in the lock came first.

 

Then my mother's friend's daughter stepped inside, her slender, shapely figure moving towards the bed where I was sitting. The seductive smile she gave me made my heart react strangely.

 

Raw male instinct began stirring thoughts in my head that I shouldn't have been having about her...

 

A kind of desire that Per couldn't give me.

 

"P'Kan... let Pleng help you."

 

She slowly climbed onto my lap and took my hand, placing it against the curve of her hip. I didn't push her away. Instead, my hand calmly stroked over the softness beneath it.

 

"..."

 

I said nothing.

 

Every sense of right and wrong seemed to have vanished, leaving my mind completely empty.

 

Right now, apparently, I was thinking with the wrong head.

 

BANG!

 

"Kan!"

 

I looked up at the familiar figure of my closest female friend.

 

She was furious.

 

Her eyes burned with so much anger that she looked ready to tear the girl sitting on my lap into pieces.

 

SLAP!

 

Before anyone could say a word, my friend yanked the younger woman off my lap and delivered a sharp slap that snapped her face sideways.

 

"Natcha..."

 

My throat felt so dry it might crumble into dust. I was unsteady and could barely control my own body, with no idea how I was supposed to stop these two tigresses from fighting.

 

Although, judging by what I was seeing, Pleng was definitely getting the worst of it despite trying her hardest to fight back.

 

"I'm dealing with this little bitch. As for you... what do you think your husband is going to do when he sees you like this?!"

 

I swear there was absolutely nothing inside my head at that moment.

 

No thoughts whatsoever.

 

All I could feel was the desperate need for release.

 

Natcha dragged Pleng out of my bedroom, leaving me sitting dazed on the bed. I felt so hot I could practically melt. I could only hope soaking myself in cold water might help.

 

"...Kan."

 

Just as I was about to step onto the bathroom tiles, an achingly familiar tall figure called my name.

 

Before I could even think about what I was doing, I'd already thrown myself at Per.

 

"Darling... help me."

 

I had no idea how glazed my eyes must have looked, but my pale fingers were already trailing provocatively across my boyfriend's firm chest.

 

"Have you been drinking?... What's wrong? You've been gone ages."

 

"Per..."

 

I squeezed and played with the handsome man's hand, looking up at him pleadingly. I needed something so badly I felt as though I might explode.

 

"Hm?"

 

"Let me top for once."

 

"WHAT!!!???"

 

I didn't give the big guy a chance to say anything else. I shoved Per down onto the bed and climbed over him, overwhelmed by desire.

 

Whatever the reason for what I was feeling, somehow the man beneath me still felt like the only right choice.

 

He was the one who made the fire inside me burn so fiercely that I felt ready to burst apart.

 

"K-Kan... come on, don't."

 

I ignored his protests and ruthlessly yanked the T-shirt from his muscular, honey-coloured body. My hand stroked over him through his shorts as my own self-control rapidly disappeared.

 

"Please."

 

"Kaaaan!"

 

I bent down, kissing and nuzzling across the beautiful skin of his chest and neck, stealing his breath with a deep kiss as my tongue teased his and fed the heat burning between us.

 

Sweat covered my entire body.

 

My fingers traced the defined lines of Per's six-pack while he stared at me, wide-eyed and alarmed.

 

"Kan!"

 

"Shh!"

 

I covered his noisy mouth with one hand while the other slipped beneath his shorts, stroking him until his eyes became heavy with pleasure.

 

"Be a good boy."

 

With that, I pulled away the last of the clothing between us. Per startled slightly, immediately drawing his legs together and tensing, while I lowered myself over him, dragging my tongue over his chest and down towards his stomach until his fingers dug into the bedding.

 

"Kan!"

 

Per shouted in warning when I tried to prise his legs apart.

 

Right now there was only one feeling inside me.

 

Need.

 

Grab! Whoosh! Thud!

 

The man beneath me seized both my arms and suddenly flipped me onto the mattress. He climbed over me, pinning my wrists against the bed so firmly that I couldn't move.

 

"Ow... that hurts!"

 

My head spun, and my body ached from the impact, but all I could do was stare up at my boyfriend.

 

Apparently, he had no intention of letting me take control that easily.

 

"If Kan wants me to help, then I'll help."

 

"Ah!"

 

Before I could accept or refuse, the man who had taken control pulled my legs apart and entered me in one decisive movement.

 

"It hurts!!!"

 

I cried out, twisting beneath him as he pushed deeper. My fingers clawed into the bedding, tears almost springing to my eyes from the sharp pain.

 

Thrust!

 

"Aaah!!!"

 

My head tipped back, and my chest arched as he finally pushed all the way inside me. The unbearable pressure building within me felt ready to erupt.

 

"Mmm..."

 

The man above me groaned with pleasure before beginning to move his hips hard and fast, without the slightest gentleness.

 

"Ahhh... i-it hurts!"

 

The mixture of pain and pleasure was impossible to describe. All I could do was twist beneath him and dig my fingers into his strong arms.

 

Bite!

 

"Ah!"

 

Whether from excitement or sheer emotion, the poisonous snake sank his teeth lightly into the side of my neck, making me jolt. His mouth then travelled along my throat and towards my ear, teasing and licking until the pain transformed into waves of pleasure deep in my stomach.

 

"Mmm..."

 

His kisses were still sweet every single time.

 

They communicated everything we felt without words. His hot tongue swept against mine until I thought I might melt completely beneath the heat of him.

 

Fuck, he's good!

 

Thrust! Thrust! Thrust!

 

Per kept moving until I could feel myself getting close. Then suddenly he pulled out, rolled me onto my stomach and lifted my hips before entering me again.

 

"Aaaahhh!"

 

There was nothing but sensation now.

 

It felt so good I could have floated straight into the sky.

 

I turned my head to look at the big guy behind me and saw his eyes squeezed shut, his expression tense as though he was struggling to hold himself back too.

 

"Mmm..."

 

I tightened against him and pushed back, making Per grimace as though terrified he was going to finish first.

 

"Kan... slow down."

 

"No."

 

Whoosh!

 

I pushed him away and forced the bigger man onto his back before climbing over him and taking control again.

 

"Mmm!"

 

I bit my lip, trying to suppress my reaction as I lowered myself onto him. The intense fullness and pressure building inside me made me want to move faster.

 

"Kan..."

 

Once I'd adjusted, I began moving slowly up and down before gradually increasing my pace. Eventually Per sat upright and wrapped his arms around my waist.

 

I slipped my arms around his neck.

 

Our eyes met, silently communicating everything neither of us needed to say.

 

There was only us in each other's eyes.

 

There could never be anyone else.

 

"I can't take it any more."

 

I said it while moving faster and harder, until Per had to close his eyes and fight against the pleasure threatening to overwhelm him.

 

"Ugh... mmm..."

 

He pulled me into a fierce kiss until both our bodies were drenched in sweat. I kissed him back just as roughly, convinced we were going to split each other's lips open.

 

The intensity kept building until I thought I might explode, especially when the bastard beneath me began thrusting upwards hard to meet every movement.

 

"Mmm! I can't... I can't take it!"

 

My hand slapped against his upper arm to tell him I was already at my limit.

 

Per's fingers dug into my hips, helping guide me up and down until, finally, both of us reached our climax together.

 

"Aaah..."

 

Milky-white release spilt across the defined muscles of his stomach before all the strength drained from me and I collapsed against my boyfriend's chest.

 

"Well? Hm?"

 

"Good."

 

I grinned and lifted my head to look at the owner of the body still joined with mine.

 

He apparently had no intention of pulling away anytime soon. Worse, he was already beginning to move slowly again, the motion coming far too easily now.

 

"Again?"

 

The sly bastard lowered his face towards mine with a huge grin, then pressed a tender kiss against my forehead.

 

"Mmm."

 

"Until morning, then."