Lately, It's Winter Season.

Chapter 13 - Too Difficult to Understand

On the way back from the supply store, in the midst of a relatively quiet store, there was a group of motorcycles coming from behind. We turned to look and found that it was an untrustworthy demeanour coming straight this way. The premonition in my heart said that there was going to be danger, and it was as expected. They came to park. Surround me and the cold. Judging from the rough eyes, it should be about ten people.

"Ah... What?" The person next to me asked.

"Are you the cold month?" The person who is expected to be the boss asked.

They misunderstood because it's cold. He never did anything to anyone. But asking for a name like this would not be wrong.

I stepped forward a little, putting the cold person behind me, sweeping my hand to gather him closer. I catch their eyes to assess the situation.

"Do you know lemons?"

"... Huh?"

The person behind is confused. Me too.

"I asked if you know my boyfriend, Lemon?"

"Manao, ah, yes, Manao at Xree School?" I immediately turned around and looked back. I didn't think he would know the person that the guy was talking about, but there had to be more in the previous sentence I heard.

"It means that you really know each other. What are you messing with my Boyfriend!"

... Busy? Boyfriend?

My eyes are still stuck, praying in my heart that it will just be misunderstanding. 

"Huh? What? Wait, Manao texted me first."

Did he say hello before? But are you still busy?....

Wait... So where did you say that you didn't have a boyfriend? Did you say that you wouldn't like anyone? And who is that person? Why do you mess with him? Do you like him? Then why do you have to lie? Why hide it?

Or why is it not important to you and me? Even though for me, you are very important...

I looked up at the cold month that was taking my hand to run. My two legs followed easily because now my brain is all white.

In conclusion, do you really like him? Who is that person? Why do you have to like him? Is he so good? Is he so cute? He took you to buy food at Do Rung Market. Teach you to play games like me? Has he ever taken you to ride a car to play. Help you practice football? Has he seen your cute angle like me? Is he closer to your heart than me?

Why? So who are you? What's your name? Where are you from? Have you known each other for a long time? Are you a good person and love you so much?

"Lemon..."

"Do you know him? Did he say hello to you? Don't tell me that you talked to him and liked him. When you knew that he had a boyfriend, he was stunned until he was helpless, right?" The tone of the person who had just taken me to hide somewhere sounded more slull.

"Tiger! You should be alert!"

"Do you like him?" I asked back with water starting to start around the eyelids. Both hands began to tremble because of fear of the answer. It felt like the heart was being squeezed violently.

"Huh? No, I don't like him, I swear. I'm still confused as to why he even said hello to me. But I rarely answer. He may keep saying hello to me. Tiger, you calm down. You shouldn't mess with people who have boyfriends anymore."

Shouldn't mess with someone who has a Boyfriend....

"Do you already have a Boyfriend?"

But it's cold... Even if you have someone, don't push me away. Can you do it?

Without you, how would I live? Why are you mean to me like this?

"It's nothing. Are you confused?" The other party's answer made me feel my heart beating fast. But hope had to be broken again when I realised that even though I'm not a boyfriend, I'm still a conversation.

"But you talk to him."

"I said I didn't talk to him. He said hello but I barely answered. I'm going to block him. Do you like him that much?"

"... Like ?"

"Well, do you like him that much?"

I was stunned by his question. I was silent because I didn't know what to answer. Do you like him that much?

I like that you are like this. You are straightforward and sincere. I am a person who cares about the feelings of those around you. Because I like when you are together, I want to be with you all the time. I like when you smile widely. Laugh loudly. I like the way you look at the world. It is a gentle and strong person at the same time. You are a person who trusts me without ever asking for reasons. Is a person who hugs and comforts when I'm sad. It's a person who makes me want to continue living with me.

I want to be an important person. I want to be the first person you miss and don't want to. If I was a favourite, I would like it very much.

"Cold..." I cried because of the feeling that came out until I couldn't stand it.

"Fuck! Tiger, why are you crying!"

"I like him, huh"

"I really like it."

... Damn, do you like him that much? But he already has a Boyfriend.

By the way, he doesn't seem to be serious about anyone. He has a Boyfriend and still chases other people. Say hello to me, say hello to you. He and we live in different schools."

"Huh..."

I'm still crying and hiccoughing. In my heart, I thought that it was cold. What the hell is it?

"Suea, calm down first. It's okay. Even though I've never experienced it, I believe you'll find a good person in the future. Find a good love, meet someone you, you're the only one, trust me."

"But I don't want to like other people."

What are the good people in the future? I don't want it.

"Tiger, don't take it, don't sink. Okay, you may not be able to move on now. But don't close your chance. You deserve a good love. What should you do, you bastard?" The attitude of the person in front of you was very anxious. Until I was secretly glad that he was worried.

"So shall we fight for it? Anyway, we're a bastard. Tomorrow I'm going to join the rusty gang to beat the gang to be defeated to steal the boss's fan! Are you okay, Tiger?"

I shook my head. I don't understand what it means.

"Isn't it okay? So what do you want me to do?"

"Can I ask for it?" I asked in a soft voice.

"You can!"

"Can you stop messing with him?" I said bravely. I'm not sure if it will seem like an excessive request.

"You can!" I was surprised that Nao said yes without thinking. Pick up the phone.

Come out and click on a boy's Facebook page and pressed the block button for me to see. "Okay, stop talking, don't be busy, nothing else, end."

"Okay," I nodded. I started to feel a little calmer when I saw Nao do that.

I won't mess with him anymore. "You don't like him anymore, do you?"

"It's not that I don't like him anymore. I've never liked him," he said with a Strong tone "I swear"

"Promise is better"

"Ah, I promise." The other party held out my little finger, so I handed it to each other.

"But what's the promise?"

"I promise I won't lie," I replied.

"Ah, I got it, I promise." The two fingers that are connected to each other gently shake and then let go of my hand. I smiled for a while when it was cold, I promised. And I believe it will definitely not break my promise. "And when he has a girlfriend, you don't you like anything?"

"Huh, what kind of boyfriend do you have?" I asked back without understanding.

"Oh, it's lemon."

"Which lemon?"

"...Huh?"

"I think we'd better hurry home."

I came back with a big smile in a good mood and took Nao's hand to walk back home as if nothing had happened before. The person who was being held by the hand made a gesture. Very confused but didn't ask anything. After a while, the cold pulled out his hand, making me accidentally open my mouth displeased. But if I had to hold it again, it would not be possible, so I could only keep my mind until I got home.

Well, it must be that person, right? You allow me to shake hands. Why is it?

My hands are not soft!

"It's been a long time" north of the first time sitting watching a drama with Aunt Cat and seeing us.

So I came to help carry the bag for the equipment.

"The shop in front of it is closed. So I have to walk deep into the shop inside Soi Nun," Nao explained without telling what we found. I should hurry to deal with those guys. Now it's good that I can escape first, but they may come back to hurt cold again. "Let's work?"

"Do it, it will be late at night."

"What job?" I asked. Since I went shopping, I still don't know what the job is.

"Social subject, do you have a room?"

"No," I shook my head. "Or maybe it's just that I don't know."

"What do you study with the teacher?"

"Teacher Nop"

"This is the same person, so hurry up and ask in case your friends have done it all, but you haven't. There is no group"

"Ah, um," I nodded. I'm worried that I won't have a group to report. It's cold to you A really good person.

I volunteered to help Nao and Nuea make a presentation board by helping to cut,Paper and glue. Late at night, after work, we dispersed to sleep.

"Cold, good night"

"Aha, good night," he replied. Waiting for the two of them to walk up the stairs. Go up before secretly smiling and laughing like crazy. Downstairs alone, I got a wish for a good dream like this. I have had a good dream a few times. I lay down on the sofa even though I couldn't stop smiling.

I've asked myself many times if I really like him, right? But the answer that comes back every time is 'Yes, if all the feelings I have now are not like, what will it be?

Ah, I understand. Lately, I've been haunted by the cold all the time. No matter when, whatever I do, there is always a stupid face of him floating all over. When I wake up in the morning, I miss him. During the day, I almost don't study. Keep looking at the cafeteria. Waiting for the time to meet in the evening at the football club, I keep looking for him. Eating is cold, sitting and staring is cold. Sleeping is cold. I'm thinking about what will happen to me.

Oh, it turns out that I actually like it. Well, it's cool. Falling in love with Nao is like this. That's why Field, Mick, is retarded. When I'm in love, I probably look retarded, no different from them, but I understand why. I can't stop myself. I keep lying and smiling like a crazy person. I just felt so happy for the first time.

"Tiger"

"Tiger!"

"Fuck!" I was startled. Turned to see the cold one standing behind me. Bored on his face. I stepped back to get away from him immediately. "Don't you bastard. Don’t Come close to me!"

"What the hell? I'm not a ghost."

"Get out, you bastard!"

"What the hell, you animal?" Cold scolded me without emotion.

I wake up early to prepare the shop like every day. Only today has changed because yesterday I admitted to myself that I like one of the cold things that sixteen-year-old Tiger, who is falling in love for the first time, learned is... The cold is very dangerous! When I wake up, I think of him first. That may not be unusual because it's been a few days.

But it's different in that my heart beats very fast, strong, animals, a little stronger, heart attack for sure, just a little closer, I can't help it anymore.

"You're just not feeling well, aren't you?" The other party frowned, raised his hand to touch my forehead... And of course I dodged in time! But I accidentally hit my head with the cabinet instead.

"Oh! It's cold! You, you!"

"Uh... Well, how can I deal with a fool like you?" Nao sighed until his nose bloomed. "Dodge my hand until my head is hit. Buffalo is gone. What are you going to do?"

"Huh" I made a sound in my throat. I flicked my face a little and walked out, pretending not to ignore the person who was standing and rushing in to help prepare the shop. No, the cold guy is too dangerous. Your Tiger will lose zero until it can't be caught. Now you may not be able to resist. We can only avoid it!

At 7:30, when I was about to prepare for school, it rained heavily. The wind was strong like a storm. The three of us put on raincoats and went to school. I couldn't take the umbrella because it was very strong. On the way to school, I was worried that the cold wouldn't be comfortable. But I didn't show any attitude. Arriving at school, we moved to different buildings to line up in front of the first class.

I look at Nao, who runs the other way with a distraction. Or should I sneak after him? It's good to follow the delivery. A clumsy person like this may stumble.

"Ger, don't you go up to the room?" One of the friends in the same room said, It was also coming under the building. I peeked at my cheek a little unemotionally and remembered to walk up to the room.

"Eh"

When I arrived at the room, I realised that Mick and Field had arrived first. I put my raincoat on the balcony fence outside next to the other raincoat of my friend in the room. Then I walked in and sat in the same place.

"Damn it, the storm just came in." I couldn't help but complain.

"That's right, but it's been cloudy since dawn," Mick said while sitting with his chin on the table. "Then it's cold."

"Cold," I repeated Mick's words without realising it.

"Well, it's really cold."

"Yes, it's really cold."

"What the hell are you doing? Why are you repeating me?"

"What? Why is the word cold only you can say?" I said back. Mick immediately made a puzzled face.

"No, I stirred my feet early in the morning." He made a bad mouth. "Why? It's raining. Is it already the rainy season?"

"I'm in," Field replied while still focusing on the mobile screen.  "It's rainy season these days"

"These days, it's a cold month," I said inadvertently.

"No, it's the rainy season."

"This is the cold month!" I'm still arguing with Field. The person who was being argued turned around Frowning. 

"What the fuck?"

"Oh, why? It's already a cold month."

"No, this is the rainy season!" Field put the phone down with emotion. "What do you want?"

"I'll take the cold month!"

"Well, I said this is the rainy season!"

"I don't want"

"Wait a minute! It will be winter soon."

"I'll take it now. Why are you going to do it?"

"Eh, you bastard, are you self-centred about this kind of thing?"

"Why? So why would you do it, Field?"

"We're going to punch each other again," Mick sighed boredly. "It's too boring if you're passive. It's like a husband and wife who have been eating together for ten years. Why can't you guys?"

"No way," I shook my head vigorously.

"Huh, you're not half cute," I said softly to myself. 

"What do you say?"

"Real Tiger"

"Oh"

I stopped paying attention to the retards and turned my eyes to look outside the glass window with raindrops splashed in. The rain curtain outside was so thick that I could hardly see anything. After a while, the first subject teacher walked in, making the sound of talking quietly.

I looked at the teacher who was standing in front of the room, but my ears didn't listen. The thought drifted to the person who was studying in another building. And after a while, he accidentally smiled without knowing it.

"Tiger, why the hell are you smiling?" Field, who was sitting next to me, couldn't help whispering. I secretly saw him peeking at me with strange eyes many times. "Suddenly, I'll smile, I'll laugh. What's wrong with you? The teacher teaches fun Too much?"

"Field"

"What"

"Field, dear friend"

"What the hell?"

"I want to drink a milkshake," I said in a good mood. "I raised it myself."

"In this cold weather, I choose to feed my milkshake. On another day, I won't feed it."

"My dear friend Mickey" I turned to call my dear friend Mickey. "I want to eat today. Ice cream"

"Huh?"

"How about three ice creams?"

"No, it's cold to death."

"I usually eat it every day. I feed it myself." I put my hand on Mick's shoulder Lightly, that makes it even more surprising.

"Why are you in a good mood to feed me?" Field frowned.

"So why do you smile sweetly and look at me with goosebumps?"

"Well, what's the plan? It's scary." Not trustingly took my hand That touched his shoulder, "Hey, the northern field is coming."

"Huh" Field raised his eyebrows high and immediately turned to look outside the room. Found that it was a cold room, he walked through our room because we studied two classes Next to each other, causing other rooms to finish school and change classes first.

"Fuck," I cursed without realising it, reaching out to see the cold guy.

 I'm having fun with a friend without paying attention to anything else. I only saw his face for a few seconds. How can my heart swell like this?

"Wait, just room nine passed by, why did my two friends have to show such symptoms?" Mick began to wonder. When room nine passed by, Field and I returned to normal behaviour. "Field, I can understand, but the Tiger... How are you?"

"Huh? What?" I asked back, pretending that nothing happened.

"Why me?"

"Look at the drooping eyes, but I only passed by for a moment. I didn't know who you were looking at?" Mick narrowed his eyes slightly. "Who the hell are you looking at?"

"Are you looking?" Field turned to ask in a more serious tone. "What the hell Tiger"

"I'm not. What's wrong with you, Mick?" I said he brushed it off and looked back.

The board continues. Let the two friends look at each other confused like that. It's so good. If I were in the same room, it would have been me who walked and talked to Nao instead of that guy. Have to study, eat, and be together all day. Why do I have to come to room twelve? Why am I not in room nine? I want to stay in room nine!

"Can you move the room now?" I said to myself again. "I have to talk with the counselor or talk to the director. So it's good. "But will it be good? It probably won't be good. If you move now, it will look strange. Yes, it's very strange. Suddenly moved to this room. It's so strange. Besides, I'm trying to avoid the cold lately. I've been asking for time to prepare myself not to look too much in front of him. But even so, I still want to be with you.

Anyway, how long will I be away from the cold month? That's just thinking about it. Plus, I almost didn't talk about anything in the morning.

Wow!

I raised my hand and rubbed my head vigorously because I didn't think.

"Field, what's wrong with our friend today? Since the beginning of the class, I've been smiling. I'll make a nervous face."

I pretended not to care about what I heard and sighed heavily.

While thinking in my mind that this love is really too difficult to understand ... Just like the cuteness of the cold month that besides me probably No one has access to it, Kiki.

"Hey, he left his head and just smiled. Field... I'm scared. I will move my seat."

"Mick.. I'll move too. I'd better sit in the back."